I had been warned to be prepared . . . "it is painful" they said . . . nothing could have prepared me for what I saw before my eyes and what I heard and read about the dreadful place . . .
(Cell "blocks" in Auschwitz I camp)Mostly Auschwitz is seen as just an extermination camp, however it consisted of Auschwitz I (the original camp and prison originally constructed to hold Polish political prisoners), Auschwitz II–Birkenau (a combination concentration / extermination camp with a railroad running through the center and complete with four gas chambers/crematoriums), Auschwitz III–Monowitz (a labor camp to staff an IG Farben factory), and 45 satellite camps. Auschwitz I contained a series of buildings to hold prisoners as well as facilitate human experimentation. It was here that we learned of the sole purpose of one block was to experiment with making women sterile. Mostly the subjects were tortured with inhumane experimentation with the final result of death. In other blocks experimentation was done on children, mainly twins. There was a hospital which meant sure death if one were to find him or herself there, a "death wall" were executions took place, dark prison cells were prisoners were left in the dark for weeks on end, starvation cells where they were left to starve to death and standing cells were there was only enough room for the prisoner to stand. Were were told of hangings, of manual labor with little to eat and shown pictures of emaciated prisoners.
quite out of respect for it's victims. There was a single vase of flowers in the room for a memorial. Several cut outs in the ceiling were proof of where the Zyklon B was dropped to the death of those inside. In the adjacent room were two furnaces to burn the bodies. Unbelievable . . . it felt as if I were just kicked in the stomach . . . my heart was aching . . . how in the world could this have happened and only 70 years ago!
(the luggage of hundreds of thousands of victims)
(electric fences surrounding Auschwitz I . . . we were told may people in both Auschwitz I and Auschwitz II-Birkenau would choose to end their lives by jumping into the electric fences than to go on with the torture they were being put through)
We next made our way to Auschwitz II-Birkenau, the largest of the camps and located very close to Auschwitz I. Here is where the majority of the extermination of the Jews took place with the railroad running straight through the camp for easy access. There were four gas chambers/crematorium held at this camp. These were destroyed by the Nazi's on there way out of Auschwitz in an attempt to hide the crimes that were done here. We were able to see the remains of these sites as well as some of the brick buildings set up for the women prisoners. The men's barracks were mostly made of wood and therefore destroyed in the last 70 years but a few had been rebuilt in order for visitors to view the living conditions. The size of the camp astounded me . . . so many buildings . . . so much barbed wire . . so much death . . .
(train tracks through the center of Auschwitz II-Birkenau)
(memorial to the victims at Auschwitz II-Birkenau)
It is difficult to tell the exact amount of lives that Auschwitz claimed as there were not accurate ledgers near the end of the war. Prisoners and victims no longer had their names or numbers taken down in registers, mass graves were ordered to be uncovered and the bodies burned as well as documents destroyed. The best estimation that has been established over the years is that Auschwitz claimed approximately 1.1 million lives. Approximately 1 in 6 Jews that died during the Holocaust took place in Auschwitz. Other victims of this camp included non-Jewish Poles, Soviet POW's as well as 31,000 to 36,000 people from other nations.
(map of the many places throughout Europe that prisoners and victims were brought from to Auschwitz)
It was a difficult visit, yet I believe a very important one. As George Santayana put it "The one who does not remember history is bound to live through it again." Clayton and I bought two books at the camp site that recall the memories of two victims of Auschwitz who made it through the Holocaust and went on to record their stories. I am currently reading Hope is the Last to Die by Halina Birenbaum and would definately recommend it. Halina was an 11 year old Polish Jew who spent the occupation in the Warsaw Ghetto and in the concentration camps at Majdanek, Auschwitz, Ravensbruck and Neustad-Glewe where she was freed in 1945 at the age of 15 years old. That anyone should have to go through what this little girl went through blows my mind. The other book that was highly recommended by our tour guide is This Way for the Gas, Ladies and Gentlemen written by Tadeusz Borowski.
If you are planning a trip to Krakow and Auschwitz I would suggest taking the tour with one of the many tourist info shops throughout Krakow. We were originally going to drive ourselves there since we had a rental car and just pay to get into the museum. I am glad we went with the tour company as it was only about $30 and included the transportation there and a guide for both Auschwitz I and Auschwitz II. Our guide was very knowledgeable and passionate about the subject. There were about 30 of us to one group but we were provided with headsets allowing us to hear what was said though we were in different rooms or parts of a cell "block".